2025-2-6: Inferiority’s a crazy feeling

No, because someone explain to me why all the 7th graders look so much more older than me. I was convinced that all the girls in the bathroom were 8th graders until I realized, hey. This is their lunch, this is your advisory. All the 8th graders are inside right now.

I remember the way they dressed, the way they looked, talked, et cetera. And I was like. Dang, these are 7th graders. And then I look at myself. Dang, I look like a 5th grader in a Call of Duty shirt.

Holy hell. I hate this so much. I thought being older than these kids meant that it came with the perks of feeling superior to them, like how the old 8th graders might’ve felt when we were around. Instead I felt like shit.

Damn. Okay, whatever.