2024-8-3: The heck am I doing???

Hi hello how are you... when I publish this one you won't see it because my page isn't even done yet. But anyways, hey guys.

Right now I'm sitting at my desk writing this. Don't reeally know what else to say... but I gotta write something, yeah? Mmm...

I woke up at um... I have no clue... and I like browsed my phone for a bit. Then I came over to my laptop and listened to some Lumen songs like literally every other day. But then I kinda started coughing??? Like my voice aint hitting the same notes as yesterday??? Weird... but like... maybe it's because I kept singing yesterday. I have NO DAMN CLUE BUT YEAH... and it HURTS when I sneeze. its like... a... a cough and a sneeze at the same time i dont like it :(

Okay anyways that... uh idk what im going on aboutanymor e uhhhewkfghks

I hop on my laptop and didnt bother looking at what the YouTube tab was, assuming it was music and then like I got jumpscared cause apparently I was watching a longplay of uh MW2 (2022) and like are youfucking KIDDING ME

LDHFKSEGFK why???? WHY?? I WAS LIKE 40 MINUTES IN TOO WHAT?? Cool?????????????

???

that was scary as shit idk idk idk help :(

See this entry isnt as coherent because it's only 11 in the morning. I have nothing of substance to talk about since my day's barely even started. Whup.

I hope we go out to eat today. I'm a glutton, I like food... lol

What now? I don't know "what now" man. But uh- here... here's a thingy?

I want the site theme to be something like either light pink and white or pink lemonade and black. The reason? First one has to be because of STRAWBERRY GODZILLA by Sugar&Co.(?) and the second one is because of some stage thing in Undertale Yellow

guys as i write this i just found out Be Somewhere (Buzy) was used in a Mega Man Battle Network thing i am SHOCKED. IVE BEEN LISTENING TO THAT SONG FOR A MONTH HOW WHWHWHSJKAGDJHASGKASHDLZJH

LIVING????????? I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD

anyways

so yeah there's that and also I might take inspo from my first ever site design because it's small compact it was cute and yeah!!!

I have the files for the old one saved! I'll go see if it works.

it doesnt LOL BUT UHH I HAVE AN ALT ON NEOCITIES I'LL DROP IT IN THERE

I HAVE IT heh... it even uses my old url- here: axel-exe.neocities.org

Anywho it'll look something like this but less... well- uh???? Less like I was starting out. I hope.

And for pages like the blog page? I'll um... have them be differently-made. See, my issue is that I need to have all my pages look unique- not like what you'd usually see. So I do that, and then run out of ideas. And when I run out on ideas, I go like, "Okay, let me do it normally then." And when I do that it looks like ass

I dunno what to dooooooooo uuuurrrkkk. And I wanna keep doing this site thing cause it's fun, yeah? But like I DONT KNOW ANYMORE

GOD

DAMNIT

im gonna stop what the hell am i doing 😭😭😭