2024-11-14: rei

I feel accomplished. Today when I was biking home, barely leaving campus and biking down the hill, I heard two other students chattering. Talking about Rei Ayanami. How they got a picture of that Rei plush on someone’s backpack.

Whose backpack? Why, mine of course. And I didn’t show it— obviously— but inside I was grinning and giggling like a little 14-year-old in the 2000s (? I wasn’t alive then so im not sure) as she walked with her friends and fangirled over uhhhh Justin Bieber idk

Anyways that’s the main highlight of this post. Other stuff happened like how I almost got ran over by a BMW today LMAO moral of the story maybe don’t bike down the road when the cars are supposed to flow the opposite direction, even if all the cars are hogging the bike lane

NAAAAHHHH it gets me down there faster. Let me DIE under the wheels of a 4,000-POUND METAL BEAST GYAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyways

uhhh I dunno what else to talk about OHYEAH okay so im trying to get back into the swing of reading things— I finished reading Ghost Boys for the second time in my life and I almost cried at school… I gotta at LEAST finish The Toll cause I’m kinda there but I lost interest in AOAS… and I should start reading my other book for school cause I’m kinda excited about it… it’s something about war that’s all I remember uhhhhh yeah

Mmmmmm uhhh

That’s all I got— see I can’t really make a diary cause nothing interesting happens at school anymore it’s just me and the atmosphere

My friends, they don’t really feel like my friends anymore. And I still talk to ‘em but I feel myself not being… well— I guess my dad puts it best— I feel like I don’t fit in. I guess nothing’s meant forever… this is just a part of growing up. Gonna have to find new buddies— and quick, since high school’s right around the corner.

That reminds me. I HAVE A HISTORY QUIZ TOMORROW AND I HAVENT FUCKING STUDIED AAAAHAHAHA I GOTTA TURN IN MY WORK FOR THAT CLASS TOO CAUSE IM MISSING SOOOOOO MUCH math homework i can do in advisory but HISTORY IS 5TH

wait ax areyou STUPID THERES NO ADVISORY ON FRIDAYS HELP

UHHHHHH SHIT

AX!! AX!! WAKE UP AT 4AM TO DO YOU MATH HOMEWORK! YES! AND STUDY BEFORE BED! YES!!! YOU GOTTHIS BRO!!!

im craving a sweet treat